my heart keeps pounding
my mind keeps racing
sitting here bouncing
its a never ending battle
some people think anxiety is a joke
but mix it with changes in ones dopamine
you'll get a case of bad insomnia
and writers block
over-thinking
over-analyzing
over-rationalizing
it's on an everyday basis
but then theres a hint of impulsiveness
jumping from one task to the next
while getting distracted
sometimes being a little impatient
noticing all the small things around you
noticing every gesture someone makes
hearing every conversation around you
just being aware of everything
drive me fucking crazy
I am never alone
even when I am alone
the funny thing is
all my poetry is about being alone
physically and emotionally
but then these fucking thoughts linger
I just want a peace of fucking mind
that steady heartbeat
without any worries in the world
yearning for real peace and quiet
day dreaming
when that day will come
of being one with my soul
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