Faded

How did I get so lost in you
You were the one knocking on my door
Now I can't get enough of you
You left (you left) me wanting more

After a few
You pull me back in
After a few
You love me again
After a few
We be touching again
After a few
We be high off each other again

Now who am I kidding
Memories are fading
The knocks have faded
You are fading away

What did I do to be pushed away
You just (you just) walked away
There is nothing left to say
Maybe you'll be back another day

Sobriety Struck

You act like nothing's changed
As u entered the pool
Our eyes locked
Like no one else was there
My heart shattered
We smiled
As memories fluttered
But then sobriety struck

In that moment of intoxication,
Truth comes out
The smile on your face
The Tears in my eyes
This is real
This is real
What we once shared
That was real.

No longer drunk
It fades away
Nothing left to say
As sobriety struck.
Now you keep disappearing
Vanished in thin air
Left with no explanation
Left me in despair

Seeing you after a few
Takes me down memory lane
Thinking of you after a few
takes me down memory lane
Remember how is use to be
Knocking on my door
Remember how it use to be
Never being alone
You said I was the realist
You brought me joy
Now I'm sitting here sad
Now I'm sitting here sad

The thought of you destroys me,
Only when I'm drunk
The thought of me no longer lingers,
When sobriety struck.